dodging glances yet again

yet again ( i keep on miss-spelling all these simple word :( , m i dslexic? ) .
yet again m alone in a room , with a celling fan saving electricity on this supposed dead late october night .
no chill have arrived untill this time of year :( , maybe the winds have lsot there path and the chill have decided to hibernate for this year , i guess : ( m terrible at puncuations : )
the song is unwell :: i m not crazy , i m just a lil unwell , but i know right know u cant just tell .
ok i m not drunk , to make u guessing on my breath for my insanity . ( ok latelly i started drinking )
boozing dont give me any high as the single puff of a light smoke make me travell through the air .
smoke is really lighter then air :\ .

ok to procrastinate thing is a sin , but still .................

btw wat is a loser ?
i always wondered it , wat actually is this word upto ?
all my aspiration have become true to life over the period of time :) ( thanks almighty)
now i want to go to newyork , for that place is the core of so many heartbroken lyricisist who have glorified losing someone . i jsut want to feel that city , wat actually is in that place which make ppl lose so much of there tresue and wat make them remember it for ever .
may be i m blabbering a bit too much today :\

hate is a really stong word BTW :P

if someone is reading this ( which aient this blogs purpose: ) , so if anyone reading this shit . do laugh loud on me :)
cause m quite a big loser , and i like ppl laughing on my losing instinct :d , i have got this huge talent :d
all i wanted is love love lvoe love love \
hate is really a strong word , but ............
all i wanted was ur love love love love love .
that dawn was the cure which i feel to this night :(
wish i could have changed it =))

btw i left showing my middle fingers to anyone :d