walking past the aisle
faking a smile which i never ment
tripping by ur side
jostling for even one of ur single sight
maybe you've never known mee
maybe i never really tried

the smile still shines by my teeth
life still finds ways to creep
m alive and kicking to this audioslaves beat
u r yet another of those numerous crushes
of this ever broken heartbeat

A Nigtmare

Hiding away from those mask
ducking beneath these sweating fears
tresspassing through silence to another yell
i wake up to find m not in there

still the sweat rolls over
still i m shaking
still i have tears rollin all over
darkness is the only thing present
gasping for another morning
i again sleep over

A joker's plight for everyone's delight

As the broadway of smile exults
a result of that joker's adverse
the pavelion applauds
leaving behind there daily grudge
but thats a joker's job
to sprinkle lil'smirk
all over the place
force ppl get out
of there daily poker face
and laugh at joker grace

31'st march

This perpetual contemplation
of ur stigmatic annihilation
dredging into my last night's perception
mocking its the way to that wrecked redemption





This pragmatic soul ,
losing itself for those drenched eyeballs
and this curse of yours ,
knocking again this hearts broken door :(

random

In the middle of a sucide
estrangled soul btw those drenched eyes
through the alleys of a surreal ride
life's some slut trying to restore back the dangling pride
into the scilence of the death


Death approaches along to play some game
Blood sceams shaters the night out of its frame
slashed wrist taking up all the flase blame
everything being lost in someone's dodged name
into the scilence of the death

all that was needed to refrain
got together and struct the train
with full forces through the brain
as blood ran through the drain
into the scilence of the death

of death n her .

come , beat the rust
inhale , breath the dust
dodge , get out of this mist
vindicate , slash ur left wrist




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drop death in the middle of the night , yeah . . .
soul trace all the lost acquitence ,yeah . . .
all stars shining brighter then the moon ,yeah . . .
m feeling the same 'óld nostalgia , . . . :(

this feelings is bowing me over
m struck in this morning hour
flared fellings are spelling there magic
slashing own wrist is deemed very tragic

repercussions of a different demographic
covering my minds with all ill tactics
failed again to carry the same little practice
this deja-vu is turning out as another semantic :\


got struct again in the middle of sucide , yeah . . . :(
these memories are hard to reside in , yeah . . . :(

copied

ThE ride
inTo the
unkNown
acComplished wiTh
the eAse anD discHarge
oF fuLLness and
sweLLIngs of heaRt,
whIch paSSions of
aLL kinds cau$ed aND induced. ThEre wEre
nO disea$es of stoPPings
aNd suffoCatiOns, tHe
mOst dangerOUs in
the boDy wANted more. I
wAS thinKing
mereLy of quAlity
whiLe it
Lasted.


I diDn't
regRet fOr a
sINgle moMent

haVing liVed for pleASure. I


dId it to the fuLL, as

oNe shouLd do eveRythiNg thAT onE doEs.

ThERE wAS


NO pleasURE I dID

nOT exPERience. It


is imPOSSible to lOVE

and be WISE.





LivING LIFE BackWARds

To let free, to forsee \,,/

To let free, to for see
The despair of her leaving spree
Taking away my hearts only key
Her voyage through those pine trees
Washing away the footprints of our amalgamated being
The union of that immortal souls tied by a single string. . .
To let free , to for see

Her leaving for the pursuit of her elusive dreams
Taking a flight away from my hearts entire realm
Bypassing the plight of all my sordid screams
Logging anarchy into me beyond all extreme
To let free , to for see

The despair of her leaving spree
Wont stop me from buying her THE farewell ice-cream
The plight of all my heartbroken screams
Wont stop me from humming her this final goodbye tune
For I know this is for HER dream to a newer realm
A journey for me through her into a newer being

To let free, to for see