losing it all

like a pagan knocking on THE heavens doors
like a dawg chasing for highway horns
like a gypsie trading for ancient stones
like a stallion losing out on it's retiring game
like a star trying to outshine the midnight sun
like a salmon swimmming upstream to find its roots
like a joker painting sorrow on his face for ppl fun
like a phonix retiring to rise again this time off its flames
like a corpse never getting to the comfert of a grave
like a penguien throwing few final bites to that shark
like a miser who getting empty on his last few pounds
like a birthday boy who waited for a those elusive birthday bumps
like a stone which never made up to be a milestone
like a hero who never became super or else a hero itself
like me and you who got wasted there time again on above line
like a dogma of following rules and to be sucessfull
like a dangling thought of using a razor on my wrist
like a pseudo me who always belives in spreading smiles
like a . . . . . . .

of clouds , monsoon and you

clouded thoughts lingered beyond this winter sky
the mirage who is haunting me again to die
monsoon making faces by all it's dark clouds
the sky gazing at me with thunderstoms yelling loud

following ur thoughts with the sound of that nearby stream
still locked with the gaze of ur enamgmatic eyes
finding redemption of all ur's unanswered questions
losing myself daily to think for u through my cowardly deeds

maybe soemday these clouds give there darkness to some of my solace
maybe someday i"ll be the one u once mentioned to fetch u ganbana and dolace
maybe someday i"ll ride off these imperfections of mine to the refuge of ur place
maybe u, maybe me or maybe the void between us find the refuge of this ache

the best part =))

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....



\,,/
i promise u this :)

to u , my love .

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense


Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be ..............


TO U DEAR >:d<
btw i never show my middle finger to nyone else now :) , THANKS for all this >:d<
:)

_l_

hey , u mothafucka sit back and listen
u gota payback down to the kitchen
if terror got a cute face to defy
it ur fucking face dat gota get mortify
ur a loser to stink in the pan
and i m the deja vu to rap u through this span
raise hell , raise fire , raise watever u desire
u'r gona get more then whatever u ever aspired
run hard , try n be smart , do watever untill u expire
ur trulley gona get deep inside all u ever perspired
die loser die , get deep inside all ur shit pie
u"ll rue all u did untill u finally die .