dodging glances yet again

yet again ( i keep on miss-spelling all these simple word :( , m i dslexic? ) .
yet again m alone in a room , with a celling fan saving electricity on this supposed dead late october night .
no chill have arrived untill this time of year :( , maybe the winds have lsot there path and the chill have decided to hibernate for this year , i guess : ( m terrible at puncuations : )
the song is unwell :: i m not crazy , i m just a lil unwell , but i know right know u cant just tell .
ok i m not drunk , to make u guessing on my breath for my insanity . ( ok latelly i started drinking )
boozing dont give me any high as the single puff of a light smoke make me travell through the air .
smoke is really lighter then air :\ .

ok to procrastinate thing is a sin , but still .................

btw wat is a loser ?
i always wondered it , wat actually is this word upto ?
all my aspiration have become true to life over the period of time :) ( thanks almighty)
now i want to go to newyork , for that place is the core of so many heartbroken lyricisist who have glorified losing someone . i jsut want to feel that city , wat actually is in that place which make ppl lose so much of there tresue and wat make them remember it for ever .
may be i m blabbering a bit too much today :\

hate is a really stong word BTW :P

if someone is reading this ( which aient this blogs purpose: ) , so if anyone reading this shit . do laugh loud on me :)
cause m quite a big loser , and i like ppl laughing on my losing instinct :d , i have got this huge talent :d
all i wanted is love love lvoe love love \
hate is really a strong word , but ............
all i wanted was ur love love love love love .
that dawn was the cure which i feel to this night :(
wish i could have changed it =))

btw i left showing my middle fingers to anyone :d

blueline-492

sitting by the windowpane
in this bus which covers those sordid lanes
dodging glances to this winter rain
head plugged to MR curt cobain

getting over this menia of that last night dream
crawling in the scedule of my daily routine
struct once again out of reach of that elusive extream
as usual this all is a result of those stupid insomanic dreams


pyramids takes time , for they are not ordinary claims
phonix rise again challenging thsoe perisable flames
i"ll survive is wat gloria garner exclaims
these all thoughts make me go insane :\

by the window pane

nomenclature of the lattest trends
everyone losing on there faverate trends
gypsies ridding through the barren sands
AND this is how the world expands

days move along as i wait on the same bus stand
everyone wishing to have that elusive magcal wand
fortune line evaporating of my injured left hand
yet it all reamin struct at the same dead end

BTW, croocks getting away with all our treasured grands
RDX ripping apart throught all our sovergien land
recession , inflation & all other amalgamation getting through our all precious pretends
still some loser belives in flaunting there pseudo superbrand

kuch hasratein

jawaan shaam jab raat ki kalikh sae milney ko gher sae ser per suraj ki kuch chamkiley kirnoo kaa anchal lae ker gher sae nikli ekdin , kahi door sae ek parinda kuch bhuli bisri ek yaad ka tohfaa lae ker aya aor puraney neem kae perd per aaker baith gaya .................


kuch geet tha uskey awaz main , saayad kisi ka sandesha tha , wahi puarana geet jo jawan shaam kabhi gawn ki pagdandiyoo mian chaltey huey kisi kae kandhoo per ser rkah ker uski awaz sae sunti thi .

yuhi achanak puraney geet sun , usey achanak us kandey ki kami mehsoos honey lagi , sakpakaa si gayi wo , baesood si wo bas gawn kae usi pakdandi per chalney ko hui ............
kuey kae paas pahuch ker usey kalikh bhari raat ki yaad ayi , yaad ayii wo shaam jab wo geet gnaey wala kandha usey chord uski koi bahut kimti cheez khet main tord ker chala gaya tha aor shaam baechari usiketh main raundi si padi hui bas ashkoo sae ulzi padi apney aney waley andhkaar maye zeewan ki tasweer kuey kae uper khadi huey dekh rahi thi . bahut hi andhera tha us kuey mian aor uskey aney waley dino mian bhi

tabhi peechey sae achanak ek kala hath uskey aor badha , aor usey apni agosh mian lae ker hamesha kae liey apan bana liay


us din sae roz jawaan shaam kali raat ki ho gayi , aor dono kae ekdum vipreet kaya kae bawzood dono roj milan kertey hai , shaam kali raat kae agoosh mian jaa ker cheep jati hai , aor roj wo panchi us neem kae perd per shaam ki adhuri prem khanai gaa ker shaam ko ruswaa kerta hia ........