the urge :: take - 2 :\

to start with , i ask a lot of question's :\ , and i only ask them .
a one limb short man telling another man (( who incidently is his captive )) then he havent been any hero , any time in his life , and he lost his leg out of some stupid atrocity of life .
the one limb short man just has one disgust , he cant tell his son that he aient any hero , and he havent lost his leg fighting for his country , but rather he lost it in a freindly gunfire .
just for a mere look in his child eye's , which wants to see his dad as a hero , he never told them this freindly fire thing .
he just want to be a hero :: dats it .

y is this urge of every individual for doing some thing great in his life ?
y is this stuff ( being a hero ) makes ppl sweat like anything ?
i never being to any accomplishment in my life , watsoever small or big
i watch cricket just to have a hero salvaging me for my pride , i watch movies for some undertaker making it big suddenly in his flithy life , i do it all to follow a hero . and in them i see myself as a charecter .
the urge to do something which might get acknoledged by ppl around me makes me dream of being a hero some day .

some day i might have to look into eyes oof my ad , my mom , or rather my siblings for wat i have done worthfull in my life , all i have is phony dreams of mee getting into the charecter of the hero in some movie theater .

are these dreams worth it ?
y is this ppl always dream to be hero ?
y is it that ppl have to answer the nagging stares off every single individual who looks up to him .
y is in the first case a person is loooked up to ?